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Life is NOT fair... I know this.

Sat Mar 14, 2009, 6:05 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Tainted Reality TalkShow
How is it, that we never actually fall in love with a person capable of loving you back? Maybe it's just me. However, it has been all my life no matter how finicky I am, or lack thereof I always manage to love the guy that hey, doesn't feel "exactly" the same way. To be fair, I don't expect him to feel "exactly" the way I do, because I know that WOULD be an unrealistic goal, but why can he feel at least half of what I feel? Why does it have to be nothing at all? Well, okay I take that back. He cares for my and wishes to not hurt my feelings, but that's the same as saying I don't love you. I know, all good things come to those that wait, but seriously, I'm tired of waiting.

Okay, so I can't tell the future, I'm not a foreseer or anything, but I would still like to have a little emotion coming back to me. Just a little. I'm not really asking for much.

I want someone to talk to. I want some to laugh with. I want someone to hold at night. Is that really too much to ask?

>sigh<

I'm doomed for an eternity of loneliness. I think maybe I expect too much. Or maybe I set my standards too high. I dunno anymore. I'm just tired of being alone. It doesn't even matter really. What will come will come, and what doesn't won't.

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  • Current Residence: Albany, NY
  • Interests: Video Games, Anime, Manga, JMusic, Books
  • Favourite movie: Iron Man, Final Fantasy Advent Children, Nana, Last Quarter, Moon Child. In that order.
  • Favourite band or musician: S.K.I.N., Versailles, X-Japan, Miyavi, Linkin Park, D'espairsRay, MUCC, Rock in general.
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything. It depends on how I feel as to what would currently be favorite.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Robert Frost / Anne Rice
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: IPod Classic 80GB
  • Favourite game: KH and Final Fantasy
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2/Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Abel Nightroad from Trinity Blood
  • Tools of the Trade: Adobe Master Collection, .05 mech pencil, Crayola, wood less graphite pencils in varying strengths

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Thx for the fav c:

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OH... OH FRANCE... YOUR BAGUETTE IS SO BIG !
Hey Chris! Thanks for the add! You got a great gallery going here. I really like some of your line art. =)
You're welcome. I think classmates should support each other ;-D

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"Look at me and see me for me, not what I am, or what I can do for you, but see me."
thank you ^_^!

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Kimi wa itsumo sou
Aitai toki ite kurenai
Boku no yume na no ni
Itsumo kimi shidai
thanks for the favorite!
Thanks for the watch.

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ムック.
thank you for the watch!

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♪なんだかとっても!いいかんじ
Thanks for the watch!
Thanks for the fav ^^
Thank you so much for the devwatch~!! :heart:____:heart:

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