How is it, that we never actually fall in love with a person capable of loving you back? Maybe it's just me. However, it has been all my life no matter how finicky I am, or lack thereof I always manage to love the guy that hey, doesn't feel "exactly" the same way. To be fair, I don't expect him to feel "exactly" the way I do, because I know that WOULD be an unrealistic goal, but why can he feel at least half of what I feel? Why does it have to be nothing at all? Well, okay I take that back. He cares for my and wishes to not hurt my feelings, but that's the same as saying I don't love you. I know, all good things come to those that wait, but seriously, I'm tired of waiting.

Okay, so I can't tell the future, I'm not a foreseer or anything, but I would still like to have a little emotion coming back to me. Just a little. I'm not really asking for much.

I want someone to talk to. I want some to laugh with. I want someone to hold at night. Is that really too much to ask?

>sigh<

I'm doomed for an eternity of loneliness. I think maybe I expect too much. Or maybe I set my standards too high. I dunno anymore. I'm just tired of being alone. It doesn't even matter really. What will come will come, and what doesn't won't.